LA ART SUCKS

i never do coke again

One week later after thanksgiving craigslist posting white jewish girl in silverlake message me " I found your posting hilarious for some reason, you actually serious?". So i send photo and ask for photo but she send myspace. Shes a boston girl from Emerson college, 21, arrive in los angeles 2 months ago (fresh and lonley) working on music internship. Her face ok not something i marry, hair little curly, her body look thin and nice, dress not so bad, not so hipster. No HEADBANDS like most fucking cobra snake idiots. Ok. Lets play. Friday, Echo park. my house. Roomate is not home. Yes, I have whiskey ready.

Ok. Face needs a little work but with Jewish nose comes jewish boobs. We have whiskey and coke (like pepsi) and she talks about music, bands playing, spaceland, the echo, blah blah blah. I hate music people. Fucking rock and roll thinking. After 2 whiskeys i realize she typical young american who believes in "we only live once" " life is short" and who suffer from thought that if not go out tonight, if not go out tomorrow and the next night, that she would miss something, some amazing experience life could teach her, some great story, If she stay home tonight by herself she would miss rock and roll. She would miss youth. She would miss. So buttface emerson girl with nice body is drinking whiskey in living room with weird chinese misanthrope she meet tonight (hi, can i touch vagina warm).

She keeps blabbering and i want to move into room so i offer music (yes, it works) She starts molesting my itunes and i think o great maybe not good idea. I make more drinks, and the bitch keeps djing. (hello over here) i want her on my bed but she still on chair, 5 feet from my dick. She say justice is stupid. And i agree and tell her i know much better techno, german shit. Then i reach over and play iggy pop. She ask me about my art, looking around my room, seeing nothing on walls. Oh long story, a bunch of pretentious shit i tell her. She says "wanna go to lil joy" (fucked bar with rock and roll dreams down the street). Cocky after 3 whiskeys, and with dick hard in pants i tell her "hmmm, later. wanna make out" She laughs but not with surprise, very comfortable with the situation and for a second her face looks pretty. u do coke she tells me. Yea sure. She pulls out baggy. We cut and do lines next to laptop and iggy pop is playing "I'm sick of you". we start making out standing up. The moment feels so rock and roll and go with. We fall on bed. my hands rushing up her shirt and girl unbutton pants (wow, im lil surprised). she gets up and takes off shirt but very mechanically. I help with bra and monster breasts fly in face. To bad they sag a little to the side. She has no expression in face. I kiss her down and unbutton pants, and i'm sliding her pants off when i realize i dont feel dick. Where  is dick. I grab myself as i see her panties. FUCK! its ok i will eat her out.  the smell of warm vagina always make dick hard. she is shaved. i like little hair around girl lips, bald pussy looks scary, like chicken. ugly. After minutes i still feel no dick. it feel smaller than ever. fucking coke. i take pants off and she grabs dick to stroke but soft and she yanks and i keep kissing her. "Wannt me to go down"  i feel stupid. what happen. why i feel so small. She goes down to suck dick and after a minute i stop her. my dick looks like shit. WTF. Iggy pop is still playing, rock and roll is happening and im heer with no dick and all vagina. My heart dropped and crash hard. I tell her sorry and we lay in bed for minutes that burn. I get up put pants and go to patio and call friend who does cocaine. I tell my dick dont work. What i do? He start laughing. this never happen. my dick is smaller than normal. how the fuck that happen. What kind of coke the bitch give me.

when i get back to room girl is dressed. Its only 12:20 am. Bye. Bye. After she leaves i make sure dick works. I masturbate to porn for hour and half till i cum. I fall asleep twitching, worried, tired.

baldassari flu

I want to thank people who read blog. Very cool. i am sick today, Long weekend. cocaine girl give me flu with shrivel dick. Brain not working great but healthy is the idiot. i dont know why i started blog. Baldassari said he started putting color dots because he hated fact that powerful people where making life altering decisions for him. So he covered powerful people faces and it made him happy. Same formula. Throw hatred in the right man and man will be great. sometimes he is bad, sometimes he is good (who knows).

Scarface kill the art critic

Los Angeles so dumb even critics of city are stupider than idiot who visit galleries. One idiot, Christopher Knight write LA Times article making painting look great (Common). who does that? U think u rebel. Don't be attention whore Chris. We know painting is stupid. Like i say in comment on article. Its not painting that should die but painters (u can quote). Ok so know one is as ugly as me to say something like that. Such pussy generation  in america. spoiled.  u remember scene in scarface when paccino in restaurant and goes crazy and starts telling everyone he is bad man. I'm scarface of art world  (but with less money, less drugs). The only problem i cannot big big gangster in art world there is only so much i can hustle and control. Not enough money, even if i control Damien hirst and Richard prices of world. Even if i take over the gogysian and saatchi empire and buy out all art consultants. What would i control. Fuck! what would i sale.  Maybe i collect everything and burn in island and videotape live on internet or maybe make photo of event, or maybe just video or maybe i just talk about it or maybe invite selected audience to experience. or maybe i create a new gallery and bring ashes of yesterday art world. No maybe i just burn all art, everything, just get rid and know one sees and so we only have copies living on internet, floating, copies, stupid jpg copies of everything. Haha. Art what a fucking game. What a joke. Lets hide.

East vs West @ Pee Gardens

The women of west and east smell different.  santa monica and echo park. CA. I visit venice beach bar to see  friend leave country and many nice smile girls that have good hair smell i want to lay next to in morning wake and do doggy style softly, like waking up in heaven (but what i do after that with them i dont know). For me these women exist from 10 - 10. PM to AM. And half time im sleeping.

Women in santa monica have eyes like men. I see hunters. They look at me. They look at almost anyone. I think wow, sluts. Or los angeles lonliness. mixed with silicon unconfidence it same thing. Bar is Briggs with boxer man outside on neon sign. No one is dancing but they are playing black people dance music (i like and bounce head). But then i have to go to pee garden outside cause unisex line is too big for restroom. And friend grab me while finishing in pee garden and we rush to mandrake bar where i hear art students start bar. I research last week bar. I been once. I find some names attach to bar, one justin beal who i see stupid grapjuice piece with glass at angela hanley gallery and almost smash out of convulsion reaction. It look like undergraduate art, like sophomore. Later that night i see man behind piece and he looks like baby face who party in university frat and i think no wonder. What a piece of shit (I steal blue chair from bar and put in friends car). And i google when i get home name and find other galleries attach his stupid work and think art bar get idiot art boy shows (good idiot). I think los angeles is los angeles. People show art because u have bar. No people show art cause curators are lazy and dont have time to look for good artist so they fuck, i mean they show, whoever is free, whoever is stumbling in their hands at 2 in morning before loneliness and poverty of heart hurts. This is Art. No one is differ. No one is special. Even with principle, with time u become shit. LA  ART SUCKS (both dick and vagina).

I'm started movie

epic cumshot make man feel like man without wanting to be man no more

Please watch untill end. Wait for load. its worth.

Teaching vagina how to drive

Long time since i give dick or hate. Maybe this is what white hipsters around me do for feelings. nothing (hmmm).

X-girlfriend from new york visit this weekend. she rich girl. half white, half japanese. Father had a case of yellow fever.  Dont blame man for wanting smaller vagina that smell better. Plus Japanese girls are most passive of all asian women. They have no struggle, no hate, no bitterness, nothing that makes pussy flinch with confidence for having beautiful pussy. Men have to teach japanese women whats in between their tighs. Thats why u see school girl and medical examination japanese porn. This how my x girlfriend was.

I put hand on dick when she was close. No keep going down. sometime she give head but without vagina in her mouth. I eat vagina for myself not for girl. Thats what makes good. One day, right before making her cum with my tongue, she raced towards my dick and started eating like buffet. She felt in vagina, she wanted my dick more than i wanted her to be there. Thats when she learned how to fuck. Finally, and then we brake 4 weeks later for reasons beyond vagina and dick, things greater than my knowledge of world.

so...she visiting her yellow fever father in La, and she comes over to echo park palace wanting dick time. i tell her i making movie. Busy. dont want to see. Text to text. I call. Ok. lets have dinner sat. she still look like princess. rich bitch. she say nothing exciting but realization many 23 year olds who go to college encounter "OMG, the world is lonely" . No shit. I think after high school people should have 2 years of loneliness with no college. No groups. No clicks. no comfort zones. Actually fuck college. it make stupid people.

We eat dinner. We drink. We fuck but i giver her no dick. she feels like shit after. I feel great. Did i mention she fashion designer. Fuck You!

To the 36 year italian stalking me

Hi, R. I know you are reading this and i want to post your text messages. (i cover number) U give good text.  Maybe i can share more of you later. maybe.

Sex and Death in Arizona

Thursday night before big holiday week my neighbor calls and says if i want drink. Sure. Both our roommates are gone. She is going to Arizona to visit family on saturday and I'm stuck in los angeles a little broke but not too bad. I'm thinking i can get sex this weekend. there is going to be many lonley people in bars on holiday weekend, many looking to escape family. Loneliness running towards loneliness. I feel tired thinking about it so im very glad to pause loneliness for second and tuck my dick between my legs for thursday night hangout. She had jeamoson whiskey waiting for me, playing the knife, then later Sonic, Peaches, Simion mobile disco and then madonna and booty rap. She took pictures of me. I take pictures of her. After 5 glasses on rocks we dance a little, a little silly,  a little sexy. Something like Wong Kar-wai meets lil jon's "get low". Without mess. without hype, without Hong Kong, without tragedy. Just 2 idiots enjoying.

After marijuana joint, we pass out in couch watching Australian comedy show (only time i watch tv, since i have none).  Just before joint she say i go to Tuscon with her to visit her family. Ok.

Friday im harassed by stalker # 4 who thinks im creepy (ok)

saturday:
Desert make me feel like killing or fucking .In blyth i think world just quite and die then 2 hours later just before tuscon, i want to fuck neighbor hard and crusty in backseat on side of road. besides being stupid there was nothing terrible that the world did in blyth to make me want to kill it. Besides being hot there was nothing special my neighbor did that me want to fuck her 20 miles before her home. I want to share a secret with the desert. between me, everything and nothing so i can get that giddy feeling of getting away with life.

   

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NIGGER ART

i want to see nigggers make art. White artist are too prickly and boring. chinese art is scam, living on weird exotic affirmative action. Latin artist are too didactic. Ok so you poor and look like shit. who cares. Japanese make art for underage only, just like it likes girls. I think japan in eternal infantile autism.  Freud would have loved japan today. So really, what we need is more art from the niggers but no talk about injustice, no talk about racism, just pure dog brain nigger action. stupid like a rap song. erect like a mandingo dick. i dont even think nigger art belong to a race or color. it just belongs to nigger brains. ugha ugha. For example, everyone in time experience a moment they never say happening, or see themselves like never think before. She became a lusty whore, craving dick. He became a bad man, seeking to hurt. But it began with whore with the right man and the wrong time, and for the bad man, a grudge not able to be set free and why he takes out in others. I am in love with this whore and this bad man. I want them. I need them. I am them. Why dont you need? Nigger Art. Like you never seen coming. like it wasnt suppose to happen. Not to you. Not to art world. Nigger Art. Stupider than your mom. stupider than your stupid dog. Dog brains. The new revolution. Toss me a  bone that taste like vagina and i will chew happy till the world comes crumbling apart around my balls and takes away that thing. that thing.

Nasty VVORK

Since nasty nets talk good things about me i give present. I put feed from nasty nets blog inside VVork blog. 
NASTY VVORK 

Keep thinking nigger art and please give me.